happy days, bored

Well yesterday and today my school is having something called the CAHSEE tests and since im a Sr i dont have to take the test so school doesnt start till 10:50 which is really cool. I have gotten the chance to sleep in catch up on homework and stuff and its really awesome. Besides the testing going on not much else has happened, but I do get to visit my dad during spring break in two weeks which makes me really happy, and somewhat anxious. My painting is coming along nicely though just takes forever to blend it correctly and draw the finer black lines that outline and separate the colors. Not much else is going on though, kinda wish there was more to do, or at least more for me to do, around here. I'm getting bored of the same monotonous thing every week. Well until then.

pre art update

hello everyone. on Wednesday ill be starting an "identity project" for art class and i think it will come out epic-ly
so when ever i finish it which i believe wont take too many classes ill will post it up here on my blog. also i plan to post a few new pics of my O.C. and a few "new" old one's which i call my voodoo dolls. there are four of them: Benjamin "Benji", Jack "the ripper", Harold, and Andy. i also have a comic i made with them but there are not very many pages and it died off but i might post more so all thing considered i'm gonna be post a bit over the next few weeks once i get everything together for posting.
Life has been hectic for me for the past few weeks and i'm stressed and been getting only about 5 hours of sleep every night. i have so much on my mind and i'm rushing to finish BYU also to top it all off now i have E2020 which is getting on my nerves. history is fun because of the teacher but the homework sucks. chem is fun and easy. English is boring but a fun and considerate teacher, who is surprisingly very welcoming which makes the class alot more interesting to be in. and art is somewhat boring considering my teacher talks for half the class so i can barely get anything done. bored and not much to do on weekends. well until then.

uhg this sucks

This god damn headache wont go away!!!! my life is now officially boring but playing games is fun. also today i went onto Facebook for the first time this summer and alot of people talked to me and said hi so i feel really happy about that but this headache is becoming quite debilitating. still playing grand quest its too good to stop and its lots of fun
well thats it

hhhhhmmmph

I've had a god damn migraine for two days now neither meds nor food/drink have helped and it all started after my mom figured out I was bi. Not say its the cause but its quite suspisious. Today was fairly mundain but my mom got her new laptop today so that's pretty cool not much else though. I'm in so much pain it hurts to think, look at light, so this is a struggle, and moving hurts too. Life is quite miserable so I'm gonna end this here. Until till tomorrow.

not much

               I'm sorry about yesterdays post I got quite side tracked with several things going on. I had written up the blog well before 6 but I wanted to wait to post it because I was unsure if anything else was going to happen to I left it in case of editing. After I had left it I started to play a game do chores the normal stuff any kid or teenager would do during there summer. Then as I was going to bed, so extremely late at night, I realized that I never clicked post >:O and that irked me so I posted it. And again sorry about that.
               Today I did my usual Starbucks run, and I was standing in line and I noticed Evan was there and when I got walked up to order he did that accent again and I almost blushed and I wanted to burst because it was just so adorable. I really wish I knew if he was gay bi strait or something because I kinda want to confess to him but I'm too shy, too embarrassed to, and too afraid to make a fool of myself. also he is at least 20 so chances are no anyway. I also noticed that the accent he makes is more of an Aussie accent but still close to a British accent. 
               I would like to advertise a game I started play called "Elements" which you can find at Kongregate.com. It's alot of fun, and it's more like a card game but easier to understand and play. I don't really have anything else to say and no tips again I'm just not really having much going on and nothing to inspire me with a tip or help. Sorry. Also I'm still trying to find my Journal I made while I was on vacation so I'll start posting that stuff up as soon as I find it so until then. 

Humph harrumph ANGRY DAY

               Today was a spectacularly boring day, and this blog is never no matter how much I flourish it up be as good as any of the other blogs I’ve done. I really wish I had some other things to do during my day, it just sucks, I in general, unlike everyone else, hate my summers. I never have anything to do and when I do it only lasts a short while if it’s fun, or its one of the most boring things imaginable. Sometimes I just want to break down and cry. My mom got angry at me and overly pissed because of the fact I could not hear ask for toilet paper. My summers are normally spent making up classes, and I just now realized that I’m banging down on my keys in frustration. Half the time any more I just want to strangle my mom or stab her with a knife or do something like that. I live with my mom because my parents divorced which has made my life as it goes on more and more miserable because my family is permanently incomplete. Right now I’m using this blog as an emotional outlet. I seriously hat my mom but I could never tell her that. I’ll probably get over this moment three or four hours from now, but I still really hate her guts. She is so one minded and had been depressed for the majority of my life and recently has become depressed again and way too emotional. She spends her days just playing Mafia Wars and chatting with random people she’s never even met in real life over Skype. I really want to cry right now but with my mom around I don’t want her to see me because then she’ll ask why am I crying and then check my computer and see this blog and my life just sucks, I know I have awesome friends and I always look upon the advise I’ve ever given and it helps me a lot but after about the hundredth time of using that advise it stops working for me and then I have to make up some other form of the same type of advise to help me get along. I’ve contemplate suicide hundreds of times, not just because of family but because I was always the odd one out at my old school. I’ve never had the gut to ever even try to go through with a suicide because I just can’t imagine death. I’m watching “Mr. Magorium’s Wonder Emporium” and it’s helping me cheer up. I still wish I had something to do during the day besides writing up this blog witch I find quite helpful for myself and doing stupid online make-up courses. Well this day is highly boring and I wish I could have more go on. Ugh I’m crying now I really wish I could just get out of the house so I could hang out with someone. L Depressed. I swear doing this blog is probably the most writing I’ve ever done for anything because I hate writing but for some reason this is enjoyable. Also I have a tendency to forget about something I was working on and never finish or if I start just give up, and this blog is just the opposite, I’ve never forgotten to post it up and I finish my blog and everything, its kinda nice. Ugh well that’s it for today.
              tip of the day, from a friend, always call a person out for bullying someone, for any reason for example, sexuality, personality, who they are, whatever reason, call them out and support the bullied person.

first day of summer vacation is... boring

Literally, I did nothing exciting no adventures nothing new just slept till 10:00ish and played some overly addicting Facebook games, trying to make it look like I'm doing my online courses. Hopefully, within the next week or so, I will have an interview with Starbucks so that I can possibly get a job to take up four hours of my week days. Last night I had a really weird dream, I don't really know how to describe it because it was really confusing for me. In my dream I think I was able to either switch bodies with any creature I came across or I could become and creature I came across. And in this dream I was going about and doing a bunch of random stuff but I'm not sure what, all I know is that it was really weird.
     Today, I have no tips and some times I might not. So, I would like anyone who has any tips they might like to give you can send me a message about it and if you would like give me a story in your life were this either would or did help you and feel it could help others. And thanks for checking my blog. If you like this blog and check it often, please become a follower, thanks and sorry for the short blog, I just don't have much going on at the moment so the next while might be a little repetitive, dull, brief, etc.