Another OC

Its incomplete and i cant seem to get the head right so until i get it, and the hands here is what it will look like. Also i need to finish the other leg.

Drew a good Naga

Hey I got bored the other day and decided to draw something and after about 20 minutes here is the result...

I'm horrible at drawing hands so I never drew them and I was thinking to hell with the waist down cause all I cared about was getting the head and the body. Its a fairly simple sketch not too time consuming or anything, just did it for the hell of it. Well I hope you all like it. Until then :)

happy days, bored

Well yesterday and today my school is having something called the CAHSEE tests and since im a Sr i dont have to take the test so school doesnt start till 10:50 which is really cool. I have gotten the chance to sleep in catch up on homework and stuff and its really awesome. Besides the testing going on not much else has happened, but I do get to visit my dad during spring break in two weeks which makes me really happy, and somewhat anxious. My painting is coming along nicely though just takes forever to blend it correctly and draw the finer black lines that outline and separate the colors. Not much else is going on though, kinda wish there was more to do, or at least more for me to do, around here. I'm getting bored of the same monotonous thing every week. Well until then.

feeling...philosophical

Recently i have been coming up with really inspiring quote that are actually pretty legitimate. Also i am making a clipboard and an ornament or two for my schools art show and auction to raise funding for the schools art program. Ive been feeling awesome but school has been taking quite a bit of time out of my life. Today i checked out the sandiego art institute for culunary classes which i think was awesome and i really think i might go there. I also love this christmas season, me always singing christmas music and feeling merry is the most of it. Been really side tracked with alot of random crap though. The only awesome thing is that i havent given a crap about peoples opinions, which has kept me happy. Well thats all really for today might post some art for you all maybe a story or something(clean of coarse need access to this site at school) well until then.

If you look upon life you will realise joy is very simple. It is something that people have to find within themselves. Though you see it around you and you believe thats where you gain it, in truth it comes from yourself and you are the only one who can really control your fate.

SICK!!

Guess what world, life sucks and i possibly have strep throat and it suck and i feel miserable and the only thing that helps sooth my throat is milk and i dont like milk!!! i dont really know what to do about it, ive been really tired and ive not wanted to really do anything really. even games are boring me. other than being sick life has been pretty good and fun for the most part. in art im now working on anouther project that looks really cool. ...it so cold my fingers are stiff....  life at home is boring though and i had to get a hair cut when my hair was almost long enough to be put in a pony tail. the haircut person took way too much off and now i look like a prep which really sucks and i wish i could make my hair grow back :( well i guess thats all i really have to say today. until then.

pre art update

hello everyone. on Wednesday ill be starting an "identity project" for art class and i think it will come out epic-ly
so when ever i finish it which i believe wont take too many classes ill will post it up here on my blog. also i plan to post a few new pics of my O.C. and a few "new" old one's which i call my voodoo dolls. there are four of them: Benjamin "Benji", Jack "the ripper", Harold, and Andy. i also have a comic i made with them but there are not very many pages and it died off but i might post more so all thing considered i'm gonna be post a bit over the next few weeks once i get everything together for posting.
Life has been hectic for me for the past few weeks and i'm stressed and been getting only about 5 hours of sleep every night. i have so much on my mind and i'm rushing to finish BYU also to top it all off now i have E2020 which is getting on my nerves. history is fun because of the teacher but the homework sucks. chem is fun and easy. English is boring but a fun and considerate teacher, who is surprisingly very welcoming which makes the class alot more interesting to be in. and art is somewhat boring considering my teacher talks for half the class so i can barely get anything done. bored and not much to do on weekends. well until then.

HEYA long time no blog

sorry its been awhile since my last update but hey its still running. so anyway my life is really weird right now and its not all that exciting. I'm so happy to be a senior because i can now go off campus at lunch which is awesome and very well worth it because i can buy healthier food than the crap my school sells. but my classes suck majorly its only the second week of school and my history and English classes are already bombed, but I'm doing my best to do well this year. also as soon as i finish my two English classes I'm doing on BYU I will be able start taking drivers ed which will be awesome because i can drive but I'm not all that excited I'm just scared like heck that i will fail. i could pass the written exam with ease but the actual driving i would fail because i sucked when i was doing the "every fifteen minutes" thing that my school does every other year for 20ish people. well I'm updating this blog because my friend reminded me about it and i need to do this cause its fun. in my art class we have to do an identity project which is becoming difficult for me but as I'm getting going a lot of pent up emotion which i don't want to escape is being put into it but also at the same time the me i want to show is coming out but its dragging everything with it. as I'm working on it i start to get extremely depressed and i also become very upset. my life its one gigantic cataclysm. on the out side i am the happiest most sunny dis-positioned positive and excited person ever, but on the inside i am the exact opposite, I'm depressed angry negative dark and glum. when it all is let loose I'm irrational and out of whack i do things i would never do, I'm harmless all the time but i become violent and hateful. my life is misery but i never show expression and i just mask myself with a wall, a wall that could stop even the world from moving it seems like to me. well that's a load off doesn't help but i feel better about stating this. well until then.
tip of the day: speak your mind and your heart, say what matters and don't hold things in. if your upset then tell those who are close to you because that will make you feel better and they will help you overcome your problems. ex. in 8th grade i lost my wallet and i was afraid of my teacher finding out but i wanted my mom to know. someone told my teacher and i was miserable i was crying my heart out and my friends helped me and just let me express my feelings. i did get my wallet back though but the thing is expressing your self helps heal wounds you may not realise you have. so till next time hope you like today's blog bye ;D

day 2

Well yesterday was fun. I loved seeingnall the art that is here about copenhagen, sadley the museums are all closed mondays :(. We took a tour learning alot about the history the royals, the elephant statues everywhere (which are for fundraising for asian elephants), the little mermaid and alot more. The breakfast we had was great but we had to wait for the bus for the tour. The tour was about 3 hours long. Afterwards we went to hard rock cafe where i got a fadora yay. We the had luch and a beer house. We napped for a few hours then we went to dinner at a steak house weqre because the legal drinking age is 18 i was able to pass for it and got a coffee with baileys im so happy. Not much else happened but its still fun well till then.
Ps drinking age is amazing.

mobile mms post

Ok here they are ill post better pick of them individually later

hhhuuuaaaaaaa!!!!!! XD

Ok, normally when i drew i need a referance or something otherwise alot of them come out looking like they were drwn by a child, this in not counting the souls, they are draw with sheer talent and emotion, but when i drew sebastian i had nothing but blank paper. Now as i draw him more i am in complete aw of what im drawing because it look really good, not as amazingly good as my friend Kat's drawing but good to point of internet worthy. I love him, not like "i love him i want to mary him", but more of a "its so awesome kinda love". So today i decided to draw a couple emotions of him, puppy eyes/saddnes, anger (which i posted last time), contentment/happyness, depressed, and best of all... SHOCK!! And they came out nicely. I had slight issues with the ears but that was about it and he is so awesome im "giddy as a school girl" right now, like a high butt on happyness. So ill poat them sometime latter or add them to this post at a later date with more drawings of him and maybe anouther OC ill come up with. If you have ideas for who he/she should be just comment below. He could be a reletive of Sebas, or his BF/GF, even a random person idk but suggestions are welcome. If u want give it an occupation, education, species, anything and i might take you up on it. I might multiple one if there are enough.

I still have the headache so am gonna ask my mom to take me to the doctor or something cause its worrying me.

Also i went to see Cars2 the other day and it was a hilarious funny action packed movie that i recommend to most anyone. Well thats it until then.

Tip of the day. Dont ever give up on something you believe in or are trying to accoplish, master, or even try. If stick with it a finish it and keep working on it, trust me it will get easier, better, done, or whatever your aiming for it. For me ive had several things that ive given up on, but when i go back to do them again i realise that its not that hard it just takes time. Its like making a cake or cookies, if the first time you make a batch and you burn it or it comes out wrong you try again and make it all over till you get it right so you have that treat, and thats what the end result is for what you ut your mind and effort to, because when you finish it its a treat to finally have it done.

My OC Sebastian :D

I would like to introduce you to my original character, OC, Sebastian! I got bored one night and decided to draw, something, and this was the result. He is still in the fine tuning stages and I still have a few kinks to "draw" around. For example I haven't quite got his ears down, or drawing bodies for that matter. His eyes took me an hour to find a type that matched both my percieved personality of him and his looks. I think he is quite cute and handsome and his eyes perfect him. I hope that all of you will love him as well. Well until then.

day three: SCHOOL IS ALMOST OUT

Sorry about todays being later than yesterday's I've just been busy and you'll find out why. Today was an okay day, I had no finals except for my art project which I basically just had to turn in, which was pretty awesome. My physics class, which only has four people due to all the seniors having graduated, was spent talking to the teacher and class mates about really random stuff, and taking apart Rube Goldberg projects and those that were glued were alot of fun to smash apart with a sledge hammer XD. We listened to music and that was about it. Then my math class was spent playing the most addicting mobile game, Angry Birds, and watching the movie "Remember the Titans". And that was alot of fun this day was actually a big waste of time and I did almost nothing. After school I brought home ALL of my art projects which I had done over the year, which was about 7 projects. Now this may not sound like much, but I'm in 3D design and sculpture so I had to lug 7 sculptures home. I was happy though because they all came out great. That final project I had spent the whole of the afternoon working on yesterday got me a C. That is the lowest grade I've gotten in that class all year T^T. Oh well, at least it was passing. Once I got home I played some games and I worked partially my power point I'm working on with my friend AJ, who's a girl, but even she hasn't completed here part of it so I dont know how we're gonna finish it by tomorrow for a presentation : '(


Well here's my advise for today, sorry it really obvious and most people know even me and don't use it so this is the irony. DON'T PROCRASTINATE!!!  Okay then this was a short blog and I'm tired it's almost 11:00 PM and I need to get up in 6 hours so Tah-Tah for now, and check back tomorrow.

dear world

Dear world, my name is Christian Lee. Im a soon to be 12th grader; who is bisexual, leaning more to the preferance of men; I am an active member an officer of my schools GSA; and have hillarious days. This blog will mostly just be a journal about my life, experiences, and more. This blog will sometime become occasionally personal due to the fact that this IS a journal so beware. I will occasioanlly post my art so if you like it and want to see more visit me at www.bruskedragon.deviantart.com this blog will take place over a year starting tomorrow my first of three days of finals till the end of senior year. Tomorrow will state what happened today because it was awesome and what happens tomorrow
P.S. im also not out of the closet to family just friends.