hhhuuuaaaaaaa!!!!!! XD

Ok, normally when i drew i need a referance or something otherwise alot of them come out looking like they were drwn by a child, this in not counting the souls, they are draw with sheer talent and emotion, but when i drew sebastian i had nothing but blank paper. Now as i draw him more i am in complete aw of what im drawing because it look really good, not as amazingly good as my friend Kat's drawing but good to point of internet worthy. I love him, not like "i love him i want to mary him", but more of a "its so awesome kinda love". So today i decided to draw a couple emotions of him, puppy eyes/saddnes, anger (which i posted last time), contentment/happyness, depressed, and best of all... SHOCK!! And they came out nicely. I had slight issues with the ears but that was about it and he is so awesome im "giddy as a school girl" right now, like a high butt on happyness. So ill poat them sometime latter or add them to this post at a later date with more drawings of him and maybe anouther OC ill come up with. If you have ideas for who he/she should be just comment below. He could be a reletive of Sebas, or his BF/GF, even a random person idk but suggestions are welcome. If u want give it an occupation, education, species, anything and i might take you up on it. I might multiple one if there are enough.

I still have the headache so am gonna ask my mom to take me to the doctor or something cause its worrying me.

Also i went to see Cars2 the other day and it was a hilarious funny action packed movie that i recommend to most anyone. Well thats it until then.

Tip of the day. Dont ever give up on something you believe in or are trying to accoplish, master, or even try. If stick with it a finish it and keep working on it, trust me it will get easier, better, done, or whatever your aiming for it. For me ive had several things that ive given up on, but when i go back to do them again i realise that its not that hard it just takes time. Its like making a cake or cookies, if the first time you make a batch and you burn it or it comes out wrong you try again and make it all over till you get it right so you have that treat, and thats what the end result is for what you ut your mind and effort to, because when you finish it its a treat to finally have it done.

update!!

Well considering how lame this summer is turning out until school starts up again I wont be doing these everyday, mostly every-other-day or when exciting things happen and I want to blog about them. Sorry but this summer is a bummer, and extremely unexciting, for me that is. This head ache seriously will not go away I've had it for who knows how long now at least a week I swear, it hurts like crazy. Well I have watched several good movies one of which called Singing in the Rain, I didn't see it all the way through but it was still a very good movie. Well I don't have much else to say except for the fact that I wish my mom would stop asking questions. I mean they aren't many but still. She asked me what gender I would rather date first and a few other similar questions and it bugging me. Well that's it for today and until then.

uhg this sucks

This god damn headache wont go away!!!! my life is now officially boring but playing games is fun. also today i went onto Facebook for the first time this summer and alot of people talked to me and said hi so i feel really happy about that but this headache is becoming quite debilitating. still playing grand quest its too good to stop and its lots of fun
well thats it

blah blah meh GAMES

Nothing much my headache went away for like two hours but this is the third day with it. Bored as hell. Played three awesome games today: S4 League, Grand Chase, and Grand Fantasia. They are all mmorpg's. S4 is a first person shooter/sword fighting game, there's a touchdown game take the ball to the goal and u have teams. Death match has teams and is what the title state. Battle royal every man for himself. And chaser where one person is posesed and has to kill everyone and if you do it in the right order you get extra points then when times up anouther person is the "chaser". Its lots of fun. Grand chase is a two d platformer but you have groups up to 4 and u go to dungeons u can play alone or in groups. There are pvp's, you can go to a town to chat and more lots o fun. Grand fantasia is just your normal 3d mmorpg not much is special except u have spirits which you can have forge armor search for materials and fight with you. All these games are loads of fun if you try them tell me what you think. Well until then.

hhhhhmmmph

I've had a god damn migraine for two days now neither meds nor food/drink have helped and it all started after my mom figured out I was bi. Not say its the cause but its quite suspisious. Today was fairly mundain but my mom got her new laptop today so that's pretty cool not much else though. I'm in so much pain it hurts to think, look at light, so this is a struggle, and moving hurts too. Life is quite miserable so I'm gonna end this here. Until till tomorrow.