feeling...philosophical

Recently i have been coming up with really inspiring quote that are actually pretty legitimate. Also i am making a clipboard and an ornament or two for my schools art show and auction to raise funding for the schools art program. Ive been feeling awesome but school has been taking quite a bit of time out of my life. Today i checked out the sandiego art institute for culunary classes which i think was awesome and i really think i might go there. I also love this christmas season, me always singing christmas music and feeling merry is the most of it. Been really side tracked with alot of random crap though. The only awesome thing is that i havent given a crap about peoples opinions, which has kept me happy. Well thats all really for today might post some art for you all maybe a story or something(clean of coarse need access to this site at school) well until then.

If you look upon life you will realise joy is very simple. It is something that people have to find within themselves. Though you see it around you and you believe thats where you gain it, in truth it comes from yourself and you are the only one who can really control your fate.

sick and my computer hates me

Hey everyone, for the past 5ish days maybe a week ive been si k and it sucks like hell. To top that off my computer is a tard and randomly turns off for no apparent reason at all. Its been really hum drum for the past while and i wish something uber exciting or awesome would happen. Well my schools gsa is going to recieve a financial award at the gsa awards either this week or next, well sometime soon so i cant wait to go i think it will be lots of fun for sure. I cant believe we are getting money though its awesome. Not much else is going on but it is all great and fun and stuff so yuppers. Well until then.

SICK!!

Guess what world, life sucks and i possibly have strep throat and it suck and i feel miserable and the only thing that helps sooth my throat is milk and i dont like milk!!! i dont really know what to do about it, ive been really tired and ive not wanted to really do anything really. even games are boring me. other than being sick life has been pretty good and fun for the most part. in art im now working on anouther project that looks really cool. ...it so cold my fingers are stiff....  life at home is boring though and i had to get a hair cut when my hair was almost long enough to be put in a pony tail. the haircut person took way too much off and now i look like a prep which really sucks and i wish i could make my hair grow back :( well i guess thats all i really have to say today. until then.

pre art update

hello everyone. on Wednesday ill be starting an "identity project" for art class and i think it will come out epic-ly
so when ever i finish it which i believe wont take too many classes ill will post it up here on my blog. also i plan to post a few new pics of my O.C. and a few "new" old one's which i call my voodoo dolls. there are four of them: Benjamin "Benji", Jack "the ripper", Harold, and Andy. i also have a comic i made with them but there are not very many pages and it died off but i might post more so all thing considered i'm gonna be post a bit over the next few weeks once i get everything together for posting.
Life has been hectic for me for the past few weeks and i'm stressed and been getting only about 5 hours of sleep every night. i have so much on my mind and i'm rushing to finish BYU also to top it all off now i have E2020 which is getting on my nerves. history is fun because of the teacher but the homework sucks. chem is fun and easy. English is boring but a fun and considerate teacher, who is surprisingly very welcoming which makes the class alot more interesting to be in. and art is somewhat boring considering my teacher talks for half the class so i can barely get anything done. bored and not much to do on weekends. well until then.

yay that was fun... sorta. first day on my trip

Yesterday I arrived at copenhagen Denmark at 7 AM after nearly 19 hours of traveling. Thankfully it was cofortable to sleep and eat because i was in first class. My first flight for CA to VA was three hours with a two hour lay over till my next flight which was about ten hours. It then took us awhile to get out of the airport and get our luggage. We then were off to our hotel which i think could be better but we are only here for yesterday and today and then im off the norway. I was stuck in the hotel while my mom and grandpa slept and then we got something to drink at a local cafe and then went to the "little mermaid" statue by the beach and anouther one the was more of a tower with a person im apparently related to. The weather is somewhat on off but is warm. I like it here. After the statues we went to a really nicd sushi place for dinner and the was my day. Today i will be going on a tour so i hope its fun and ill update tomorrow about my excursion.

Yay it worked. Okay so today, my mom had one of her spiels were she was asking whether or not I'm gay and just pushed and pushed and now she knows >:O not ready. I went grocery shopping today and half the stuff moved so it took forever. God I feel like all my walls have been brought down ):-( I am not at all ready to be out to my mom and now Oma and opa are going to find out and don't know what'll happen. Sorry that's what I call my grandparents its shorter so Yah. Been fairly miserable all day but I have some disorder that forces me to be happy or at least act or look happy. Well ill talk more tomorrow bye.

Early and no real post today

Hey everyone I'm not going to do much of a post today because I don't feel like writing one up today, but I also really need to finish my online classes and if I finish them I might be able to convince my mom to let me play some video games because I bought a new game today. Okay well until then.