pre art update

hello everyone. on Wednesday ill be starting an "identity project" for art class and i think it will come out epic-ly
so when ever i finish it which i believe wont take too many classes ill will post it up here on my blog. also i plan to post a few new pics of my O.C. and a few "new" old one's which i call my voodoo dolls. there are four of them: Benjamin "Benji", Jack "the ripper", Harold, and Andy. i also have a comic i made with them but there are not very many pages and it died off but i might post more so all thing considered i'm gonna be post a bit over the next few weeks once i get everything together for posting.
Life has been hectic for me for the past few weeks and i'm stressed and been getting only about 5 hours of sleep every night. i have so much on my mind and i'm rushing to finish BYU also to top it all off now i have E2020 which is getting on my nerves. history is fun because of the teacher but the homework sucks. chem is fun and easy. English is boring but a fun and considerate teacher, who is surprisingly very welcoming which makes the class alot more interesting to be in. and art is somewhat boring considering my teacher talks for half the class so i can barely get anything done. bored and not much to do on weekends. well until then.

HEYA long time no blog

sorry its been awhile since my last update but hey its still running. so anyway my life is really weird right now and its not all that exciting. I'm so happy to be a senior because i can now go off campus at lunch which is awesome and very well worth it because i can buy healthier food than the crap my school sells. but my classes suck majorly its only the second week of school and my history and English classes are already bombed, but I'm doing my best to do well this year. also as soon as i finish my two English classes I'm doing on BYU I will be able start taking drivers ed which will be awesome because i can drive but I'm not all that excited I'm just scared like heck that i will fail. i could pass the written exam with ease but the actual driving i would fail because i sucked when i was doing the "every fifteen minutes" thing that my school does every other year for 20ish people. well I'm updating this blog because my friend reminded me about it and i need to do this cause its fun. in my art class we have to do an identity project which is becoming difficult for me but as I'm getting going a lot of pent up emotion which i don't want to escape is being put into it but also at the same time the me i want to show is coming out but its dragging everything with it. as I'm working on it i start to get extremely depressed and i also become very upset. my life its one gigantic cataclysm. on the out side i am the happiest most sunny dis-positioned positive and excited person ever, but on the inside i am the exact opposite, I'm depressed angry negative dark and glum. when it all is let loose I'm irrational and out of whack i do things i would never do, I'm harmless all the time but i become violent and hateful. my life is misery but i never show expression and i just mask myself with a wall, a wall that could stop even the world from moving it seems like to me. well that's a load off doesn't help but i feel better about stating this. well until then.
tip of the day: speak your mind and your heart, say what matters and don't hold things in. if your upset then tell those who are close to you because that will make you feel better and they will help you overcome your problems. ex. in 8th grade i lost my wallet and i was afraid of my teacher finding out but i wanted my mom to know. someone told my teacher and i was miserable i was crying my heart out and my friends helped me and just let me express my feelings. i did get my wallet back though but the thing is expressing your self helps heal wounds you may not realise you have. so till next time hope you like today's blog bye ;D

day three: SCHOOL IS ALMOST OUT

Sorry about todays being later than yesterday's I've just been busy and you'll find out why. Today was an okay day, I had no finals except for my art project which I basically just had to turn in, which was pretty awesome. My physics class, which only has four people due to all the seniors having graduated, was spent talking to the teacher and class mates about really random stuff, and taking apart Rube Goldberg projects and those that were glued were alot of fun to smash apart with a sledge hammer XD. We listened to music and that was about it. Then my math class was spent playing the most addicting mobile game, Angry Birds, and watching the movie "Remember the Titans". And that was alot of fun this day was actually a big waste of time and I did almost nothing. After school I brought home ALL of my art projects which I had done over the year, which was about 7 projects. Now this may not sound like much, but I'm in 3D design and sculpture so I had to lug 7 sculptures home. I was happy though because they all came out great. That final project I had spent the whole of the afternoon working on yesterday got me a C. That is the lowest grade I've gotten in that class all year T^T. Oh well, at least it was passing. Once I got home I played some games and I worked partially my power point I'm working on with my friend AJ, who's a girl, but even she hasn't completed here part of it so I dont know how we're gonna finish it by tomorrow for a presentation : '(


Well here's my advise for today, sorry it really obvious and most people know even me and don't use it so this is the irony. DON'T PROCRASTINATE!!!  Okay then this was a short blog and I'm tired it's almost 11:00 PM and I need to get up in 6 hours so Tah-Tah for now, and check back tomorrow.