New song

I recently was shown a Vocaliod song called "Alice Human Sacrifice" and I have fallen in love with it. The music is so cool, and the lyrics are dark and their meanings are determined by the listener. I listen to it near constantly because it's that great. It is a Japanese song and I want to learn how to sing them, but the translated version by Rockleetist has it so it matches not only the Japanese lyrics, but it also rhymes and fits the music. Well I hope you check out the song on youtube and I hope you like it :). Well until then.

Day of Silence

... Well today, 4-20-12, is Day of Silence as the title suggest. Day of Silence is where LGBTQ youth and their allies stay in silence to represent the voices of LGBTQ and allies who are bullied and ignored, and the voices of those who are cut short by suicide. Today please acknowledge these things and help rid places of gay bullying and suicide. Today at school we formed a circle hand in hand and in the end had 85ish people in full participation including a few teachers. Also all of my teachers and several friends where respectful of my silence. well i hope you all take this in consideration and help bring an end to gay bullying. thanks. Well until then.

Sven the baby turtle

well here is my latest work and im really proud of it hope you all like it too.

Finally got my tablet

Today my dad had to go to fry's electronics to get a hard drive for a friend and he let me get a draw tablet and im so excited to finally get to use it. So i can now post my sketches more often woo! Well until then

Another OC

Its incomplete and i cant seem to get the head right so until i get it, and the hands here is what it will look like. Also i need to finish the other leg.

Drew a good Naga

Hey I got bored the other day and decided to draw something and after about 20 minutes here is the result...

I'm horrible at drawing hands so I never drew them and I was thinking to hell with the waist down cause all I cared about was getting the head and the body. Its a fairly simple sketch not too time consuming or anything, just did it for the hell of it. Well I hope you all like it. Until then :)

happy days, bored

Well yesterday and today my school is having something called the CAHSEE tests and since im a Sr i dont have to take the test so school doesnt start till 10:50 which is really cool. I have gotten the chance to sleep in catch up on homework and stuff and its really awesome. Besides the testing going on not much else has happened, but I do get to visit my dad during spring break in two weeks which makes me really happy, and somewhat anxious. My painting is coming along nicely though just takes forever to blend it correctly and draw the finer black lines that outline and separate the colors. Not much else is going on though, kinda wish there was more to do, or at least more for me to do, around here. I'm getting bored of the same monotonous thing every week. Well until then.

Computer might die soon :(

I was using my computer not too long ago and it made a loud pop that i could feel, so i turned it off took it apart, and nothing. I'm scared to death that I'm gonna lose everything that's on my computer. I am worried to hell and i hope everything is alright. I'll probably get it checked out and possibly fixed or get a new one. I'm really freaked T^T. well until then.

Found some cool games

On that new card I got the other day I decided to play a game called "The World Ends With You" yesterday and I'm hooked. It's so cool I love the concept of the game, the art, and the music which is awesome. I found out that this game has been out for like 4 years though so the few people I have told already knew about it but to me it's one of the coolest games I have so far. Loving the game. There are a few other games on that card that I have played too but not as good as this. Another game I do plan to play and hoping it pars with TWEWY is "999: 9 doors, 9 rooms, 9 people". On another note the teacher who is the "adviser" of my schools GSA is now being referred to as "the gay teacher" which is really messed up because she is being based only on the club that she lets be hosted in her room. She is one of the coolest and nicest teachers at my school and hearing her referred to as that makes me what to cry. She has a husband so she isn't even gay which makes that name worse. I wish people would just be mature about this stuff. Well I guess that is all for this post. Until then. :)

Nerd moment

Well the other day I got this game card from my dad that lets me play ds roms on my ds. I had gotten one awhile back but it failed to work so I put the micro sd in the new one. at first it didnt work but after moving a few files and deleting and downloading some new one it worked. I'm so happy I have so many games now its amazing and I can play them. well thats it thought I would throw that in for today. I am trying to make an effort to make this blog a little more consistent and less spread out now too. Well until then. :)
Also I plan to do that clown picture I posted as a project for art class so that will be posted some time, I'm not sure when. Okay then that's all.

Doodle 1 of 2/3

Heres one of my doodles ill have others up some time

life is mundane

Hello everyone. I'm officailly sick of school. I want it to end and I still have a few months to go. I  guess life is going okay, I still need to make a few more courses and pass my current ones for graduation. I do the same thing every day and every week and it is getting on my nerves. I wish I could just be done with school and be free to just draw cook and play games. I'm just miserable at my school, although I'm surrounded by all my friends and they always cheer me up I feel alone. I have a special someone in my life but our relationship is long distance and I just wish I could go live with him, or be able to whisk him away so he can live with me. I guess on a brighter not this misery has cause my insanity and anger to flare which then all mix together and have given me many ideas for sketches and doodles which I will most likely end up using for project ideas... one of them I actually want to sculpt in clay as a figure. Recently I've also had quite a few story ideas that are somewhat on the happier note but still in the strange of sorts. Well I guess that is all for today I post up my sketches in a day or so, so be sure to look forward to some creepy quirky pics. Until then :)

life sucks

Hey, it's been awhile everyone. Well over the weekend on Sunday something happened that hurt like hell and now leaves me in pain every so often. I think it was a heart murmur or the cartlidge connecting my shoulder bone to my ribcage and made me collapse to the ground in pain. I probably need to go to the doctor to have my shoulder or my heart checked which really sucks because I cant afford it. Well  hope I dont die cause my heart makes funny sounds now too.

been busy

Wow I've been so busy I've been neglecting this blog. I've been busy with lots of stuff. Art class has been going well, I'm currently working on a window & door piece which consists of the left side being a male torso and on the right its opened up to reflect the characteristics and personality of the person within. My other classes are doing well but its just busy work mostly very tiring and annoying. I definitely cannot wait to graduate and get on with my life and have freedom over it with out being restricted by my mom. Well I don't really have anything else to say and sorry for being gone for awhile now. Well until then.

I HATE ITUNES

I hate iTunes. i just got an iphone and had gotten quite a few apps/games. i plug my iphone into my computer and it removes all my apps from my computer and when i downloaded them all my progress was gone. i hate ituens it does this with my ipod nano also i freaking hate it. i wish they would fix this god damn problem so that i dont have to worry about this anymore i wanna freaking sue them but i cant because i would lose and i would not be able to sue for a personal problem like that. i fucking hate them so much. they have something called icloud which backs up itunes stuff apparently. it backed me up before the sync, but even then backup does cover progress just apps pics contacts and a few other things. itunes and all of apple can go to fucking hell.

this is why life sucks... for me that is

I lost my phone for the second time in two weeks. The first time I lost it was during the art show and sale but my teacher found it and held onto it for me, so I got it back. This time though, I have no recollection of taking out my phone and setting it down today. It just disappeared. Well I hope I find it. If I do I will post again. Well thats all.
Guess I need a leash for my phone, it loves to run away too much. well thats it, until then. :-|

Laugh...cry? its all the same when you see these!

Hey these are some "motivational" pictures i think are quite funny. I hope you laugh you @$$s off. : )

i support none of the opinions these posters provide.

art show and auction

Well I had finished my clipboard for the art auction and it was selling for $20. I was hoping my mom and I wasn't going so she wouldn't buy, (i already have two versions of it) and my luck failed and we went and she bought it ... GOSH DARN IT TO HELL!!! Now I have this clipboard that will never get used, I'm so pissed. well there isn't much else I really want to talk about. My life has been unremarkably unexciting. I made a starburst bracelet which is really cool and I'm thinking of making them and selling them. I visited my grandparent over thanksgiving and did a few things for them and got an unreasonable (as in too much) amount of $200 for it. I had a good thanksgiving but I didn't eat much at all. not much else well until then. : )

feeling...philosophical

Recently i have been coming up with really inspiring quote that are actually pretty legitimate. Also i am making a clipboard and an ornament or two for my schools art show and auction to raise funding for the schools art program. Ive been feeling awesome but school has been taking quite a bit of time out of my life. Today i checked out the sandiego art institute for culunary classes which i think was awesome and i really think i might go there. I also love this christmas season, me always singing christmas music and feeling merry is the most of it. Been really side tracked with alot of random crap though. The only awesome thing is that i havent given a crap about peoples opinions, which has kept me happy. Well thats all really for today might post some art for you all maybe a story or something(clean of coarse need access to this site at school) well until then.

If you look upon life you will realise joy is very simple. It is something that people have to find within themselves. Though you see it around you and you believe thats where you gain it, in truth it comes from yourself and you are the only one who can really control your fate.

sick and my computer hates me

Hey everyone, for the past 5ish days maybe a week ive been si k and it sucks like hell. To top that off my computer is a tard and randomly turns off for no apparent reason at all. Its been really hum drum for the past while and i wish something uber exciting or awesome would happen. Well my schools gsa is going to recieve a financial award at the gsa awards either this week or next, well sometime soon so i cant wait to go i think it will be lots of fun for sure. I cant believe we are getting money though its awesome. Not much else is going on but it is all great and fun and stuff so yuppers. Well until then.