life sucks

Hey, it's been awhile everyone. Well over the weekend on Sunday something happened that hurt like hell and now leaves me in pain every so often. I think it was a heart murmur or the cartlidge connecting my shoulder bone to my ribcage and made me collapse to the ground in pain. I probably need to go to the doctor to have my shoulder or my heart checked which really sucks because I cant afford it. Well  hope I dont die cause my heart makes funny sounds now too.