Contentment

OK to tell the truth i had no idea how to title this. i finished watching the anime Soul Eater. it was very c=good and it calmed me down quite a bit so i guess contentment is a good title. you should all watch it because its very interesting and their are quite a few worthy morals to be learned by it. also i'm finally finishing my BYU assignment so its releaving me and my stress is slowly disappearing. i dont really have much to say but i wanted to post this. well thats it im also almost sone with my painting so ill post that sometime in the next week possibly. ok well, until then.

story made/started. lifes getting...interseting

ok well recently i began writing a story and yesterday i finished the first chapter of this hot write up. also ive been getting lost in the anime series "Durarara!!" its kinda summing up emotions in my life and with it inspiration for a few thing. i dont really know what im trying to get at with this post, but i know one thing. im depressed. i kinda want to go to sleep and not wake up, but at the same time surround my self with friends and live off of their happiness. that sound bad but i guess some of the only joy i know of and exprerience. ive been quite irratable and i just want to get away from everything. i want to just explode and murder someone, but thats not in my nature and i know it never will be. im trying to find comfort in a few things and it works but only to the point of helping me put up a barrier for my self and a facade for the world. life weird and annoying. im hoping for something exciting to happen, but i know it will never happen, at least not for a long while. im am deffinately depressed. wow i never really knew how dark my life is till just now, i kinda really dont know what to do and im more or less just ranting right now ill probably be fine tommorrow just kinda in a rutt. oh yah my story is preety interesting ill post a file or something but its a read at own risk. really tired of life and people. well till next time.
tip: no matter how dark something seems or appears, there is always light, physically or emotionaly. if your in the most dire situation the light of hope will be there to guide you and if your in a place with no light it reallys is there cause there is no light without the dark and the brighter the light the deeper the darkness is.

Hello everyone I'm posting this short blog from my phone because of a massive Power outage that hit Mexico, Arizona, new Mexico, and most of southern cali. Bye!

pre art update

hello everyone. on Wednesday ill be starting an "identity project" for art class and i think it will come out epic-ly
so when ever i finish it which i believe wont take too many classes ill will post it up here on my blog. also i plan to post a few new pics of my O.C. and a few "new" old one's which i call my voodoo dolls. there are four of them: Benjamin "Benji", Jack "the ripper", Harold, and Andy. i also have a comic i made with them but there are not very many pages and it died off but i might post more so all thing considered i'm gonna be post a bit over the next few weeks once i get everything together for posting.
Life has been hectic for me for the past few weeks and i'm stressed and been getting only about 5 hours of sleep every night. i have so much on my mind and i'm rushing to finish BYU also to top it all off now i have E2020 which is getting on my nerves. history is fun because of the teacher but the homework sucks. chem is fun and easy. English is boring but a fun and considerate teacher, who is surprisingly very welcoming which makes the class alot more interesting to be in. and art is somewhat boring considering my teacher talks for half the class so i can barely get anything done. bored and not much to do on weekends. well until then.