mobile mms post

Ok here they are ill post better pick of them individually later

hhhuuuaaaaaaa!!!!!! XD

Ok, normally when i drew i need a referance or something otherwise alot of them come out looking like they were drwn by a child, this in not counting the souls, they are draw with sheer talent and emotion, but when i drew sebastian i had nothing but blank paper. Now as i draw him more i am in complete aw of what im drawing because it look really good, not as amazingly good as my friend Kat's drawing but good to point of internet worthy. I love him, not like "i love him i want to mary him", but more of a "its so awesome kinda love". So today i decided to draw a couple emotions of him, puppy eyes/saddnes, anger (which i posted last time), contentment/happyness, depressed, and best of all... SHOCK!! And they came out nicely. I had slight issues with the ears but that was about it and he is so awesome im "giddy as a school girl" right now, like a high butt on happyness. So ill poat them sometime latter or add them to this post at a later date with more drawings of him and maybe anouther OC ill come up with. If you have ideas for who he/she should be just comment below. He could be a reletive of Sebas, or his BF/GF, even a random person idk but suggestions are welcome. If u want give it an occupation, education, species, anything and i might take you up on it. I might multiple one if there are enough.

I still have the headache so am gonna ask my mom to take me to the doctor or something cause its worrying me.

Also i went to see Cars2 the other day and it was a hilarious funny action packed movie that i recommend to most anyone. Well thats it until then.

Tip of the day. Dont ever give up on something you believe in or are trying to accoplish, master, or even try. If stick with it a finish it and keep working on it, trust me it will get easier, better, done, or whatever your aiming for it. For me ive had several things that ive given up on, but when i go back to do them again i realise that its not that hard it just takes time. Its like making a cake or cookies, if the first time you make a batch and you burn it or it comes out wrong you try again and make it all over till you get it right so you have that treat, and thats what the end result is for what you ut your mind and effort to, because when you finish it its a treat to finally have it done.

My OC Sebastian :D

I would like to introduce you to my original character, OC, Sebastian! I got bored one night and decided to draw, something, and this was the result. He is still in the fine tuning stages and I still have a few kinks to "draw" around. For example I haven't quite got his ears down, or drawing bodies for that matter. His eyes took me an hour to find a type that matched both my percieved personality of him and his looks. I think he is quite cute and handsome and his eyes perfect him. I hope that all of you will love him as well. Well until then.

update!!

Well considering how lame this summer is turning out until school starts up again I wont be doing these everyday, mostly every-other-day or when exciting things happen and I want to blog about them. Sorry but this summer is a bummer, and extremely unexciting, for me that is. This head ache seriously will not go away I've had it for who knows how long now at least a week I swear, it hurts like crazy. Well I have watched several good movies one of which called Singing in the Rain, I didn't see it all the way through but it was still a very good movie. Well I don't have much else to say except for the fact that I wish my mom would stop asking questions. I mean they aren't many but still. She asked me what gender I would rather date first and a few other similar questions and it bugging me. Well that's it for today and until then.

uhg this sucks

This god damn headache wont go away!!!! my life is now officially boring but playing games is fun. also today i went onto Facebook for the first time this summer and alot of people talked to me and said hi so i feel really happy about that but this headache is becoming quite debilitating. still playing grand quest its too good to stop and its lots of fun
well thats it

blah blah meh GAMES

Nothing much my headache went away for like two hours but this is the third day with it. Bored as hell. Played three awesome games today: S4 League, Grand Chase, and Grand Fantasia. They are all mmorpg's. S4 is a first person shooter/sword fighting game, there's a touchdown game take the ball to the goal and u have teams. Death match has teams and is what the title state. Battle royal every man for himself. And chaser where one person is posesed and has to kill everyone and if you do it in the right order you get extra points then when times up anouther person is the "chaser". Its lots of fun. Grand chase is a two d platformer but you have groups up to 4 and u go to dungeons u can play alone or in groups. There are pvp's, you can go to a town to chat and more lots o fun. Grand fantasia is just your normal 3d mmorpg not much is special except u have spirits which you can have forge armor search for materials and fight with you. All these games are loads of fun if you try them tell me what you think. Well until then.

hhhhhmmmph

I've had a god damn migraine for two days now neither meds nor food/drink have helped and it all started after my mom figured out I was bi. Not say its the cause but its quite suspisious. Today was fairly mundain but my mom got her new laptop today so that's pretty cool not much else though. I'm in so much pain it hurts to think, look at light, so this is a struggle, and moving hurts too. Life is quite miserable so I'm gonna end this here. Until till tomorrow.

Yay it worked. Okay so today, my mom had one of her spiels were she was asking whether or not I'm gay and just pushed and pushed and now she knows >:O not ready. I went grocery shopping today and half the stuff moved so it took forever. God I feel like all my walls have been brought down ):-( I am not at all ready to be out to my mom and now Oma and opa are going to find out and don't know what'll happen. Sorry that's what I call my grandparents its shorter so Yah. Been fairly miserable all day but I have some disorder that forces me to be happy or at least act or look happy. Well ill talk more tomorrow bye.

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blog is postponed till thursday or friday

as the title states i will be postponing this blog. sorry my life is sucking miserably and worst of all this blog which is a lot of fun to do, i dont have time to really work on anymore lately because my mom has been breathing down my neck watching me almost constantly to make sure im working on this so its getting hard. i might have to work on the blog in the middle of the night so i can actually get this blog going again. this is getting miserable for me trying to get these stupid classes done. i really dont see the point in taking classes that have near to no relevance to the job the majority of people want to get. and i have a rhetorical question, when do we use what we learn in history, or math(although one of my favorite subjects), and engilsh or science?might add an update to this message tonight or later tonight that is and if i can ill start my blog again tomorrow but they will be very late at night.
tip for today: Stay true to what you believe in and make your choices carefully. modesty helps you more than you will realize. and friendship will help you more that you imagine, so take all this and "careful what you wish for ;-p"

none again

Been way busy sorry

no post today again im overburden

I have no post today busy with three courses to be finished by the end of summer sorry ill try to get a post in tomorrow ok bye then.

Early and no real post today

Hey everyone I'm not going to do much of a post today because I don't feel like writing one up today, but I also really need to finish my online classes and if I finish them I might be able to convince my mom to let me play some video games because I bought a new game today. Okay well until then.

Boring repetition and I found the Journal

               Okay my life is getting exceedingly boring this summer my routine has become monotonous and bland and I wish I could do something about it but I can't because I have to do my stupid online courses so I can graduate next year, and even if I had no classes to make up I wouldn't know what to do with myself. On another note though, I did find my journal so I will type up a couple days of it at a time from what I remember because, as I have stated before, I don't like to write so the first few days aren't that descriptive.
               My mom is such a F***ing pessimist I hate her she always assumes the most negative things and because I have a couple of failed classes she randomly gets on my case and the says all these things I NOT going to get in life because I'm just going to be one of those idiots who flips burger and slings drinks. you know I just want to take every lighter and cigarette she has ever used and shove them down her throat. I wish she would just die I F***ing hate her so much. Sorry she just pisses me off so much anymore and its always the same thing. She gets set off by the smallest of things.
               Day one of my 19 day trip was spent basically just flying from here to and airport some where and then taking another plane to land in Edinburgh, Scotland. The flight was actually quite interesting. The first plane ride was rather dull and I didn't do much besides sleep and talk to my friend and one of our group leaders. We then sat in the airport for about 3 hours waiting for the next flight and we all had lunch. It fun to talk with everyone so we could all learn about each other. I don't remember all we talked about but I do remember about 7 of us were all sitting together eating different foods from all the different restaurants they had around. It was alot of fun. After getting on to the next plane that would take us to Edinburgh, Scotland, this plane was alot more fun. It had small screens on the Backs of every seat for people to choose from watching TV, listening to music, playing games and a couple other things. When you play games any of the games that had multi-player capabilities could be connected to anyone else on the plane who was playing that game. So most our delegation were playing games with each other which was alot of fun. When we were about half an hour away from the airport to land we all had to fill out these cards that stated who we were and where we were coming from, our purpose of travel, and length of stay. Now for reasons I cannot explain I messed up on the form and needed a new one about 4 times because I would either mess up my name, sadly, or I would mess up some other part of the form. 
               Once we got there, we basically were starting our tour and had to exchange some of our money to Euro's (oi-row-s) for our stay in Scotland and Ireland. We got on to our charter bus with our luggage and went off to our first location, which was basically just going as a group and learning about some of the history not far from our hotel. Those who had slept on the flight were smart because if we didn't sleep we were basically awake for about 30+ hours before we got to bed. The trip was alot of fun and it was nice to see the scenery and people and everything.
               We didn't do much else that take a bus ride while hearing about the culture of the country on our way to the hotel.
               I'll post the next day or two depending on how long it is tomorrow. I also noticed my mom yells into the phone when she talks and her voice is really grating when she is on the phone making it impossible for me to concentrate. Well until tomorrow.
               Today's tip is: Do your home work cause life sucks when you fail at school. And my second piece of advise is: take life in the fullest cause you never know when it might end, or when something might go wrong so you should make everything count and be happy with what comes your way.... unless its death of some sort cause that's not fun for anyone really. 

not much

               I'm sorry about yesterdays post I got quite side tracked with several things going on. I had written up the blog well before 6 but I wanted to wait to post it because I was unsure if anything else was going to happen to I left it in case of editing. After I had left it I started to play a game do chores the normal stuff any kid or teenager would do during there summer. Then as I was going to bed, so extremely late at night, I realized that I never clicked post >:O and that irked me so I posted it. And again sorry about that.
               Today I did my usual Starbucks run, and I was standing in line and I noticed Evan was there and when I got walked up to order he did that accent again and I almost blushed and I wanted to burst because it was just so adorable. I really wish I knew if he was gay bi strait or something because I kinda want to confess to him but I'm too shy, too embarrassed to, and too afraid to make a fool of myself. also he is at least 20 so chances are no anyway. I also noticed that the accent he makes is more of an Aussie accent but still close to a British accent. 
               I would like to advertise a game I started play called "Elements" which you can find at Kongregate.com. It's alot of fun, and it's more like a card game but easier to understand and play. I don't really have anything else to say and no tips again I'm just not really having much going on and nothing to inspire me with a tip or help. Sorry. Also I'm still trying to find my Journal I made while I was on vacation so I'll start posting that stuff up as soon as I find it so until then. 

Despicable, Okay, Something?, and...CELEBRATIONS!!! sorry its late

SORRY THIS WAS POSTED LATE I GOT QUITE DISTRACTED AND LOST TRACK OF TIME! AND THERE IS NO TIP TODAY!!
               My mom thought it a good idea to talk to me about joining the military. Now she of all people knows that I, no offense to anyone, hate the military with a passion. I hate war and fighting, I don't care if its for freedom or some other, supposedly good, reason, and so I don't want anything to do with the military. If I was forced to join the military, like my mom says she'll do if I don't bring up my grades D:<, I would join the air force. Now I have nothing against people who are in the military, one because it's their choice and I have nothing against that, and second because I think alot of the men in the military are quite hot. Well all I know is that I really don't like or would want to join the military.
               I am still perpetually waiting to see if I can even get the chance to go into an interview at Starbucks :(. Oh well I have little patience for some things. Anyways there is this one guy who works there who is a total hottie. His name is Evan, he's a ginger, and he is fairly muscular, and the other day we were talking and he decided to pull of a British accent out of nowhere which I thought was quite cute. I saw him today but it was only as he was just coming in to start his shift so, :(. 
               I saw a really funny movie today call "Mr. Bean", which I sure many of you have heard of maybe even seen, and I thought that it was really funny. I also watched a program today, one I have seen before but don't quite remember, was "Stone Age: Atlantis". It's a very interesting program and I think alot of people who like history or lore and other similar things should watch it. You can watch it occasionally on the National Geographic Channel. 
               Okay, now I'm just rambling because I have no idea what to write. I know that some time this summer, I will be going on a two week vacation to Norway, and during those two weeks I'm not sure if I'll be able to post my blog for a couple reasons. The first reason is that even though I'll have my phone it won't have its world wide capabilities enabled. the second reason is that I won't be allowed to bring my laptop because neither my mom or me know if we will have wifi access, and if we do I would have to use her computer and I don' really want her to know about this blog. My third reason is that I just might not have the time to post these blogs. I will be keeping a constant journal either in a     hard back paper journal, or on my phone's memo pad, so that I can relay all my awesome experiences, people I meet, everything, to you all when I get back. I think I'll be leaving on the 13th or the 14th of July so my trip isn't for a few weeks but I thought I'd let you all know.
               I would like to announce that yesterday I made my 7th blog, and that means that I have officially had this blog continually running for one week!!, which has made me quite proud because i have a tendency to give up on things very shortly into them. B-D  I'm so happy that I've acctually done this for one week, and today I had an idea. My idea would be that over the next few days, because this blog IS becoming somewhat repetitive, relay my experience as a student ambassador, from last year when I went on 19 day trip to: England, Scotland, Wales, Ireland, and Northern Ireland. And yes, Ireland and Northern Ireland are two different countries, Ireland is an independent country detached from Great Britain, and Northern Ireland is part of Great Britain and is controlled under the government of Parliament. England, Scotland, Wales, and Northern Ireland, are all part of Great Britain and its Parliament. My travels took me from the North in Dublin Ireland, down to the Southern, London England. I will start these stories tomorrow, and my hope is that you get some of the Tradition, and culture out of it as I have. Until then, goodbye, Mar sin leat (Gaelic goodbye,both Ireland and Scottland), Da bo ti (Welsh Wales).  

Humph harrumph ANGRY DAY

               Today was a spectacularly boring day, and this blog is never no matter how much I flourish it up be as good as any of the other blogs I’ve done. I really wish I had some other things to do during my day, it just sucks, I in general, unlike everyone else, hate my summers. I never have anything to do and when I do it only lasts a short while if it’s fun, or its one of the most boring things imaginable. Sometimes I just want to break down and cry. My mom got angry at me and overly pissed because of the fact I could not hear ask for toilet paper. My summers are normally spent making up classes, and I just now realized that I’m banging down on my keys in frustration. Half the time any more I just want to strangle my mom or stab her with a knife or do something like that. I live with my mom because my parents divorced which has made my life as it goes on more and more miserable because my family is permanently incomplete. Right now I’m using this blog as an emotional outlet. I seriously hat my mom but I could never tell her that. I’ll probably get over this moment three or four hours from now, but I still really hate her guts. She is so one minded and had been depressed for the majority of my life and recently has become depressed again and way too emotional. She spends her days just playing Mafia Wars and chatting with random people she’s never even met in real life over Skype. I really want to cry right now but with my mom around I don’t want her to see me because then she’ll ask why am I crying and then check my computer and see this blog and my life just sucks, I know I have awesome friends and I always look upon the advise I’ve ever given and it helps me a lot but after about the hundredth time of using that advise it stops working for me and then I have to make up some other form of the same type of advise to help me get along. I’ve contemplate suicide hundreds of times, not just because of family but because I was always the odd one out at my old school. I’ve never had the gut to ever even try to go through with a suicide because I just can’t imagine death. I’m watching “Mr. Magorium’s Wonder Emporium” and it’s helping me cheer up. I still wish I had something to do during the day besides writing up this blog witch I find quite helpful for myself and doing stupid online make-up courses. Well this day is highly boring and I wish I could have more go on. Ugh I’m crying now I really wish I could just get out of the house so I could hang out with someone. L Depressed. I swear doing this blog is probably the most writing I’ve ever done for anything because I hate writing but for some reason this is enjoyable. Also I have a tendency to forget about something I was working on and never finish or if I start just give up, and this blog is just the opposite, I’ve never forgotten to post it up and I finish my blog and everything, its kinda nice. Ugh well that’s it for today.
              tip of the day, from a friend, always call a person out for bullying someone, for any reason for example, sexuality, personality, who they are, whatever reason, call them out and support the bullied person.

my interesting dream and a BLEH day

Last night I had another weird dream and I realized it’s the same from last night but now I realized what happened. It takes place where I assume I’m in Japan, except this place is kind of like a Pokémon game. I am I a random store looking for something to eat and drink, and I’m looking around and I see a sign advertising Rámuné, which if I may add is an amazing soda, so I look around for the melon flavor which I find and then I grab a bag of Fritos which is the size of about 2 family sized chip bags. I head to the line and just stand there and wait and when I saw an open line I went to it a realized I cut someone which made me feel bad so I let them go and the second I did that the other line opened so I still got to buy my stuff. Now like I said this dream is kind of like Pokémon so I head to the “first” gym to go battle. This is the weird part I get to move my Pokémon through a water-Pokémon maze to defeat random Pokémon and get to the back room. I’m guessing from what it seemed that when I went into battle I was the Pokémon, which was confusing, and I could catch Pokémon I defeated but couldn’t use them till the end of the gym. This whole thing was also on a 8 minute time so I had to be fast. I finally get to the back room and I find out that I have to press three switches to drain all of the water and stop the timer. Only problem is that there are about twenty Pokémon at every switch. I go press the first switch, and some water drains trapping Pokémon in little pockets that are meant to hold them as the water disappears. So I attack the trapped Pokémon and proceed to press the second button. I go press the second button and I notice this little branch off and go to it and realize that after I press all three buttons the three buttons here need to be pressed to end time. I press the two buttons I had already pressed and went to press the third button which was guarded by much stronger Pokémon. I end up running out of time which was a real bummer. As I’m leaving the gym I run into a person back at the store and they realize that I just challenged the gym. He tells me that that was the 8^th gym so even if I did get through the maze I would beat the leader. I then told him that I can’t leave because the path to the starter town is closed and if I leave this town ill just get killed. He told me that he too, is a starter trainer and came to this city for some food and tells me to get to the first town we need to take the tram. After realizing my stupidity I join him and we head off. When we got there he offered if I would like to come to his party and help him set up so I agree. We were setting up the sushi and as we got to the end of all of it I freaked out because I thought he ran out of toppings when there were only two pieces left but he came back with the last two toppings. Now with some spare time we went for a walk so he could show me the area. As we are walking I see this odd type of ruin that has a Pokémon that I have never seen before at first I thought I was a magmortar and then I realized that it was a different Pokémon that was in a costume. Then just as it flew off… I woke upL. I was actually already awake after about half way through the dream and I was beginning to lucid dream which is where you are awake but you are inactive to the point where your body thinks it’s asleep and you can control your dream. I did almost wake myself up by shifting my head, but I didn’t.

I went into Starbucks today and I found out that all of those really stupid questions they have on their application are part of an IQ test. They said that out of all the people that have wanted to get a job there I’m one of the smarter people, because a lot of them are really dumb apparently. Now I just have to wait for “the call” for the interview and possible job acceptance. Yay!

I also watched the “1^st Wives Club” which turned out to be a really funny movie. I’m not going to explain it because I have a tendency to ruin endings, all I’m going to say is that, yes it is a chick flick which at first made me think sarcastically “great this will be such a good movie” but it actually turned out pretty funny. Another movie I got the chance to see was one I’ve wanted to see since 6^th grade “Arthur and the Invisibles”. The movie was overly predictable and corny, goody movie, but still even though it was aimed at a younger crowd it could have been better. This movie is mostly a children’s movie, but I still find it interesting, because I’m really childish and I love childish things.

            My mom was thinking of getting me a haircut cut but I just shook my head and then she got pissed and said if my hair doesn’t look good when our trip to Norway comes up she’ll just shave my head which I know is just a silly threat because a lot of people including my mom, love my hair. It just pissed me off though that she would say that. Sometime I just want to either stab my mom to death or strangle her, because she is so F***ing one minded, with no acceptance for really anything. Here’s something, she keeps telling me, “It’s ok if your gay, I would still love you.” But I still remember what she said about bi sexual people which is, that they are all about sex and that’s it. So I just insist to her that I’m straight, because I don’t want to say I’m gay because that’s not entirely true but I guess that’s ironic if I say I’m strait too. I’m too afraid to tell her that I’m bi because I don’t know what she would say.

            Ok I’m going to my sexuality. Ok, I identify myself as bisexual, I know most of you would know this if you read the whole blog or at least the summary right under the blog title. I am physically attracted to guys, not to girls though, that’s the weird part because now your thinking, “you’re not bi, BLAH BLAH BLAH” but I am. For example, a good friend of mine I have known since first grade I have had a crush on and still currently today still somewhat have a crush on her, and her name is Sarah. I have confessed my love for her then and teachers told me I’m to young to be in love, but I have something to tell them “you were wrong if I was too young then how come today I still love her?” Also another friend of mine who’s name I won’t state I kind of have a crush on her, this one is more subtle though and I didn’t really realize myself till another friend pointed it out to me and I tried to deny it as I became somewhat embarrassed. So for girls I guess I would say I am more attracted to them by their personality and not so much by their looks, but obviously I wouldn’t want them to look awful though. Now for guys it’s pretty self explanatory, I like guys who have substance and aren’t just complete idiots who are self absorbed about how hot they are, but are also hot. Basically smarts with muscle. And that explains my sexuality.

            Yes today was actually really long, longer than I expected, but I’m pretty happy about it. In general I will try to post my daily blog around 6:00 every day and for sure no earlier but definitely no later than 11:00 although that pretty late. For tips still really no idea what to write for them I just basically write this Blog/Journal up and if any tips pop into my head at the time I write up the best one and at the moment I can only think up of past tips I’ve given and I don’t really want to reuse tips till after a couple weeks of them having been given.

            My friend thought it a good idea to give me her old blog address so could get some tips from her old blog but sadly it was deleted. If anyone has tips you can give to the world I will gladly take them and put them up at the nearest possible upcoming blog.

            Friends advise for the world. Find the sunshine on a cloudy day and that smiles are more contagious than H1N1. I guess my take on that is try and find something happy even in the saddest times or places, and spread the happiness because smiles are healthier and easier to give from person to person that H1N1. I have really weird friends.

            As I stated yesterday or maybe two days ago about my friends vlog, my friend Kitty one of the people who makes the vlog suggested that every now and then post a link of one of their gay related vlogs, but you can check there vlogs on youtube also. Hey if any of you are willing please send me a message with a short story about on of your experiences and if you want, I can post it up here on my blog. 

first day of summer vacation is... boring

Literally, I did nothing exciting no adventures nothing new just slept till 10:00ish and played some overly addicting Facebook games, trying to make it look like I'm doing my online courses. Hopefully, within the next week or so, I will have an interview with Starbucks so that I can possibly get a job to take up four hours of my week days. Last night I had a really weird dream, I don't really know how to describe it because it was really confusing for me. In my dream I think I was able to either switch bodies with any creature I came across or I could become and creature I came across. And in this dream I was going about and doing a bunch of random stuff but I'm not sure what, all I know is that it was really weird.
     Today, I have no tips and some times I might not. So, I would like anyone who has any tips they might like to give you can send me a message about it and if you would like give me a story in your life were this either would or did help you and feel it could help others. And thanks for checking my blog. If you like this blog and check it often, please become a follower, thanks and sorry for the short blog, I just don't have much going on at the moment so the next while might be a little repetitive, dull, brief, etc.

I’M FREE…not really )-: Day 4

Today was an “eh” day, not much really happened. I mean yah I am free from school, but god I have stupid online courses to do. My English class was okay I had to do a presentation with my friend AJ, but it was a complete failure on my part and what was originally planned was for both of us to each do a book, but we never got to finish the other books part so we had to do one book that I knew little about T_T then after mine and a couple other groups had gone we watched “Ferris Bulers Day Off” which was fun. I then got to go home around 10:00 ish which was awesome. Not much else happened I played games and worked on BYU. I watched a couple random movies that were on TV but not much else. Oh I thought id advertise my friends Kitty and Allison’s vlog which they do on YouTube. Kitty’s account is vegheadification and Allison’s is HeyRayburn you should check out their weekly blog it’s really funny. I finally finish my application to Starbucks. YAY!! I really hope I get the job. This day was actually pretty good now that I’ve looked it over. There was only one bad thing today. My mom was being a gosh darn idiotic, stupid, sun of a gun. She’s is quite irritating almost all of the time and quite recently she has been becoming depressed again L. Otherwise today was fine kind of tired but that’s about it.

Today’s tip is that, no matter how dull, depressing, tiring, your day is or how ever irritating and angering you family is, just be happy and proud of yourself. I hate my family a lot of times considering I live with my mom and when I visit my grandparents they are stubborn and annoying, but I deal with it I don’t contradict I just leave it be and move on because things always have a way of working themselves out, even if sometime in ways you don’t like. Family sucks sometimes, and so do friends and boy/girlfriends, but remember you still have a life to live and be happy make the most out of it. Until next time Christian Lee.

day three: SCHOOL IS ALMOST OUT

Sorry about todays being later than yesterday's I've just been busy and you'll find out why. Today was an okay day, I had no finals except for my art project which I basically just had to turn in, which was pretty awesome. My physics class, which only has four people due to all the seniors having graduated, was spent talking to the teacher and class mates about really random stuff, and taking apart Rube Goldberg projects and those that were glued were alot of fun to smash apart with a sledge hammer XD. We listened to music and that was about it. Then my math class was spent playing the most addicting mobile game, Angry Birds, and watching the movie "Remember the Titans". And that was alot of fun this day was actually a big waste of time and I did almost nothing. After school I brought home ALL of my art projects which I had done over the year, which was about 7 projects. Now this may not sound like much, but I'm in 3D design and sculpture so I had to lug 7 sculptures home. I was happy though because they all came out great. That final project I had spent the whole of the afternoon working on yesterday got me a C. That is the lowest grade I've gotten in that class all year T^T. Oh well, at least it was passing. Once I got home I played some games and I worked partially my power point I'm working on with my friend AJ, who's a girl, but even she hasn't completed here part of it so I dont know how we're gonna finish it by tomorrow for a presentation : '(


Well here's my advise for today, sorry it really obvious and most people know even me and don't use it so this is the irony. DON'T PROCRASTINATE!!!  Okay then this was a short blog and I'm tired it's almost 11:00 PM and I need to get up in 6 hours so Tah-Tah for now, and check back tomorrow.

day one and two

Yesterday was an awesome day. My friends and i from GSA had a party at the "hobo" park for about three hours. The people there were kitty, Kat, Ethan, Katelyn, Autumn, Me, Sophiena, and Allison. we had some extremely delicious chocolate, and vanilla, rainbow colored cake, water and lemonade, veggies fruit, and candles. we had so much fun we played games like, never-have-I-ever, fact or fiction, tag and others. it was alot of fun, for one which is obvious because of all the games and stuff, but two because i know that i have friends around me who accept me and are also amazingly awesome and funny people. although it was somewhat sad because it was a senior goodbye party, it was still a great experience. basically the rest of that day after saying good bye to the seniors for basically the last time I played games and did some art. today was actually rather eventful, it started off with my mother unintentionally waking me up because she was freaking out about having made a mess or something. it was a good thing too because my alarm failed to go off. after rushing to get ready in ten minutes i text Autumn "morning" but she never replied. so i walk to get breakfast at starbucks and on the way text her "i got an idea" which woke her up and she was quite greatful for that because her alarm like mine failed. thats when i came up with an awesome idea for this blog which you will find out shortly after this journal. i barely catch the bus and head off to school texting her about this awful morning. i get to school and T^T textbook room is closed so i head back stuck listening to my tone deaf friend, Mario, sing. my friend Edith walks up and tells me about her problems with her ex trying to hook up with her again and her ex randomly announcing she is going to move. so i listen to Edith and soon Autumn walks up and hers whats just been discussed and sets her strait. (i just realized the irony in that sentence) then Edith and I head off to the textbook room to see if we can turn in our text books and we could. on the way there we passed Edith's ex and her ex said hi only to me and completely ignored Edith which pissed me off. we also ended up right behind her ex while waiting to turn in out books. after that we had a small discussion and she left and i headed back to the group for a few minutes. i then proceeded to my history room for my first final and on the way talked with Katelyn and Autumn about this blog and my idea which is still soon to be told. my history final was exceedingly boring and easy, and after-words was allowed to play my DS (Yay for being a nerd...Pokemon all the way). I went to my art class and sadly had to clean random crud so... bleh. afterward i met up with autumn and we got slurpees >w< i then proceeded once i got home to work on my art project which took me from 12:20ish-8:00ish. that which i will be post on here. today was an awesome day  hope tomorrows even better.

Now my idea was to give help support and tips to teens who are having issues. i am completely willing to talk with anyone via email about their problems to help them. my tips and support at to help encourage depressed, and suicidal teens. today advise is about break ups and letting people go.
      As i stated earlier, my friend Edith was having issues with her ex. what i would like to say is that, all you people out there who are having trouble letting go, you need to just walk away if they try to get back together with you you should try to avoid it. if you are trying to get back together with them just stop. you will all be alot happier by just leaving it all alone. no one and i mean no one needs to suffer unnecessary emotional pain. denial and unhappiness are what can scar you make you hate life and you need to know something. every person you know that supports you loves you is your friend, and is just there will always be there maybe not physically but in your heart and you need to look upon all your happy memories and take them and hold them when ever you are sad. remember that they are there to help you and are there to give you that extra push and give you support till you on you feet away from those who hurt you. your friends who care for you are more important than a person you love who treats you badly.
i hope this helps you.
 sorry i was gonna post my art project but the image didnt show D-:

dear world

Dear world, my name is Christian Lee. Im a soon to be 12th grader; who is bisexual, leaning more to the preferance of men; I am an active member an officer of my schools GSA; and have hillarious days. This blog will mostly just be a journal about my life, experiences, and more. This blog will sometime become occasionally personal due to the fact that this IS a journal so beware. I will occasioanlly post my art so if you like it and want to see more visit me at www.bruskedragon.deviantart.com this blog will take place over a year starting tomorrow my first of three days of finals till the end of senior year. Tomorrow will state what happened today because it was awesome and what happens tomorrow
P.S. im also not out of the closet to family just friends.