Pics of stuff. I feel nothing.

Here is a picture of my henna tattoo when i first got it. And along with that pictures of my pocket watch. Today since i woke up, i feel absolutely nothing. No emotions at all. I still love him, and i want to talk to him, but im so used to the usual "i love you"s and other thing that i dont know what to say to him, and he acts like nothing had ever gone on between us... Its rather depressing... I dont know what to do anymore. I have so many emotions that built up i want to break down but i cant... And i dont feel anything anymore... I need to get away from my family get a job and just live on my own. Well thats all, Until then...